In This Life

I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me.


Why I Am Alone

People always ask me why I’m alone when they’re told that I don’t have a girlfriend.

I tell them that I don’t want. I don’t want to be in a relationship. But the more important reason is I can’t forget former persons I really care in my mind.

Every phase I connected myself to a girl. And out of question, every girl refused or showed no interest.

Now I really don’t know which girl I can connect to again. I’ve no idea about how to begin a relationship.

Then after the beginning, how to keep it always?


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Site Blocked

I just forget the exact date when my site was blocked.

Some post entries which our government doesn’t want to see. Though I didn’t do it. The whole site has been blocked by a wall which everyone knows.

I like using foreign websites and their service. But it seems it’s not easy. Some people and institutions keep you from browsing foreign sites freely.

You have to draw support from some tools in order to break through the wall’s block. Such as, an online proxy.

We have no choice but to obey the official rules and use sites which can be managed by the government if needed.

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Preparing for the Examination

I’m preparing for the examination which will be held in next January. Even though I have to work in the daytime and get odd work in the evening. I want to try. That’s a chance to make some change.

There is no one you can depend on. You need to do everything by yourself.

Time I have is not enough. But I still choose this way.

I need the degree.