Hey, what’s going on?
What can I say? I just feel unkown about everything. I have no idea of my schooling, my career plan and even my future. Someone asked me about my ideas in the following year. I told him nothing. What could I do except keeeping silence? The problem is I have no specific plan. Cause I don’t know what exactly is my goal in life.
Further more, I haven’t done anything valuable in these two months. What I have been doing most frequently is just sleeping. Or even fooling around on bed. It sounds funny, doesn’t it?
For myself, I don’t even know what I am doing.
I need some directions. I want to make it clear which way my future should lead to.
Family wants me to be a postgraduate student. And so do I．But I know it’s not easy to be. Many students are competing with me. And I am not very self-confident. Now I am worried about the days if I fail.
I must make a schedule imediately. May it smooth my fickle heart.