This month I dreamed many dreams. They were beautiful dreams. But now I am clear that dream is dream. I must back to reality.
Now I am standing on the cross of my life. I have some options. Further education or finding a job? Of course I must continue my study. I want to enter graduate school actually. That’s my ideal. So, further education is my task now.
These days I am very confused. So that I didn’t use msn and space services frequently like before. I often sat somewhere for hours without doing anything. I didn’t know what to do. Although I had the target, I didn’t know how to begin. I have fooled around for several weeks this term. Oh, damned!
I am not confident of my desire. Not very optimistic. I fear the result.
I still have nine months to get ready for Graduate Candidate Test. I couldn’t hesitate any more.
Who can make me be self-confident?