In This Life

I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me.


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The Wedding

  Shuttling between Beijing and Jiangxi within three days is too tired to draw myself up. 1400 kilometres’ distance is a bit long. Though China Railway has raise trains’ speed, I still have to bear 10 hours’ suffering. What a pity! Fortunately, I bought a berth ticket. Then I could lie down for a rest.
   April 21st was my brother’s wedding date. Family had prepared for this for more than a month. So on arriving home, I set about doing things to get ready for the wedding. Even breakfast was ignored. Everyone got up early and slept late for this. We were tired, but happy with everything.
   Finally, with our efforts, the wedding was held successfully. Congratulations, my dear Brother and Sister-in-law. Wish you both a hundred years of happiness. I love both of you!
    I had ten classes on Monday. So though I was not very willing to do this, I still returned to school in time. Study is the most important thing at present. I have been back to busy school life now.
    And I’m too tired.


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Back to Reality

  This month I dreamed many dreams. They were beautiful dreams. But now I am clear that dream is dream. I must back to reality.
  Now I am standing on the cross of my life. I have some options. Further education or finding a job? Of course I must continue my study. I want to enter graduate school actually. That’s my ideal. So, further education is my task now.
  These days I am very confused. So that I didn’t use msn and space services frequently like before. I often sat somewhere for hours without doing anything. I didn’t know what to do. Although I had the target, I didn’t know how to begin. I have fooled around for several weeks this term. Oh, damned!
  I am not confident of my desire. Not very optimistic. I fear the result.
  I still have nine months to get ready for Graduate Candidate Test. I couldn’t hesitate any more.
  Who can make me be self-confident?